I Live for the Light of Truth

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There are so many wonderful and beautiful things in life that are free…yet still come at a cost. Love and Honesty. These things can all be given freely but usually come at a cost too and no small amount of risk. I may see life through rose-tinted glasses…or even petals and leaves today…but I believe those two go completely hand in hand. You can’t have one without the other. I am in love, I have been in love for a long time but I now find myself not knowing the person I am in love with. I fell in love with a persona, an image that person allowed me to see, a side of their personality and I fell hard. I want to believe that the persona I fell in love with was the real person, or at least, the person they aspired to be. But the truth is I will never know. Just as I will never know if their feelings for me were a ‘fantasy’ or their true emotions.

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The truth hurts…sometimes…but honesty will never leave the trail of emotional devastation in it’s wake that lies do. Just one lie…one half-truth brings the whole house of cards crashing down. I went to the wedding of my niece on Saturday and the reading was The Gift of Love from Corinthians. This part resonated with me:

Love is patient; love is kind; love is not envious or boastful or arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice in wrongdoing, but rejoices in the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

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I have always valued truth and honesty. I like to think that I try to treat others as I would expect to be treated. I love far too deeply and have the scars to prove it but that is part of who I am. I’ve lost so much already that I don’t want to lose myself.

Credits:

Body – Maitreya Lara

Head – Lelutka Stella

Skin – Lara Hurley – Iza Head appliers and Maitreya Skin Applier

Tattoo – White Widow – Tesis – **NEW** at Shiny Shabby

Eyes – IKON – Hope

Outfit – Les Encantades – Belona Dress – **NEW** at Illusion Point

Hair – +Spellbound+ Warrior

Ears – Mandala – Steking Ears Season 5

Mask – Spyralle Forest Edge Mask – **NEW** at Illusion Point

Poses – Posesion

22769 ~ [bauwerk] Demon Chair – **NEW** at Illusion Point

*pm* Ornate Candlestick & Candle – **NEW** at Illusion Point

Little Branch – Bilbo{Potted}*Birch

6 Comments Add yours

  1. readmeri says:

    Be strong Kess. Love yourself.

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    1. Kess Crystal says:

      Thank you Meripops ❤ I'm trying 😀

      Liked by 1 person

  2. Ever Afterr says:

    /me tiptoes in behind you and gives you a gentle hug. You will persevere, dear Kess. If anyone has the strength and will to do so, it’s you. ♥

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  3. vervane says:

    You are such an amazing person Kess, and so often I am reminded why I am blessed to have such a special, gentle and genuine person like you in my life. Keep your chin up, sweetheart. ❤

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    1. Kess Crystal says:

      you are determined to make me cry today lady! Lovers you Vervy ❤

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      1. Vervane Tammas says:

        Nyuuuu I’d never want to see you cry. You’re too lovely to cry. I only want to see smiles on your face. ❤

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