At my worst

They say bad things happen in threes. I think I’m well over three for the last few weeks and possibly on a rolling restart of the three every few weeks. In the last few days I’ve had two pieces of news that weigh heavy on my heart. I keep things to myself and process before talking about them and I may talk about these particular things in the future but not for a while.

These things all come as I near a ‘significant’ birthday which I have dreaded. I feel like I should just lock myself away for a few days because I’m not going to be good company. I’m not going to be the life and soul. I’m not going to be gregarious and fun and outgoing. What I’ve realised is that the people that are there for you when you’re not those things can be counted on one hand. Only those that love you the most will still love you at your worst.

Credits:

Head – Lelutka – Cate 3.0

Skin – Glam Affair – Deiene **NEW** at Collabor88

Hands – Maitreya Bento Hands

Ears – Mandala – Steking Ears

*Top – ChicModa – Cami **NEW** at Tres Chic

Hair – Truth Hair – Carla **NEW** February Group Gift

*Pose – K&S Poses – Katya (adjusted with animare)

3 thoughts on “At my worst

  1. I know that feeling re the significant birthday.
    It’s a weird one and for me I sctually for days couldn’t stop crying prior to it. But on the actual day. It lifted.
    I know we don’t really speak but well I do read and hope you are well x

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